Why am i even doing this? there's better ways to spend my time.

i don't even know html. i have to learn something new. again.

i think i'm just stressed out. i haven't been doing my homework lately.

i'm so easily distracted. i want to talk about it with someone. i probably already have.

this is an interesting site, but i really don't think anyone will ever read this.

so...

i think that means i can write anything here.

there's... moderation, of course, but... anything...! anything.

...but no one will read it.

so what's the point? to make something and no one else will know about it.

as i look at all the other sites, they're all so... well-made.

sometimes, everyone else just seems way better than me.

anything i make is worse. anyone who's already worse than me can just get better than me eventually.

...

though, i feel like someone's saying that it's not all about who's the best.

it's not a competition, apparently.

i don't know.

i hope i get through my exams and continue on this interesting site.

thanks for reading this. in reality, *someone* is reading this. it's me.

thanks me. do your homework now. November/3/2024